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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 10:37 pm
My parents are coming back from their holiday earlier than planned... Damn.
But on the other hand, I'd like to see them again... Oh well, I've done another survey to kill the time.. Caue otherwise I'll definitly fall asleep... Fucking nightshifts...

Anyway... )

Aug. 7th, 2005 @ 05:36 pm
Because so much has happened in the last couple of months/weeks, I'll insert another question thing, because I don't feel like making a story out of all of that, haha... so try and figure it out for yourself... if you'd like to know :p

Oh yeah )

Jun. 8th, 2005 @ 10:21 am
You know, I absolutely didn't want to go and work fulltime at Schiphol... But it turns out to be okay... The people are nice and there's a good atmosphere. So I guess I can cope for a while :p

Stolen from _suzanne )

May. 19th, 2005 @ 02:39 pm
You know that police tv show 'Baantjer'?
Well, they're currently shooting an episode on my block (just a couple of houses away) Why? I have no clue... It's supposed to be in Amsterdam but hey what the hell, right? Might as well go to Almere and pretend it's Amsterdam. They blocked the whole freakin' street with those sound and other equipment things, we had to park our car somehwere else cause they needed the spaces for their cars etc. Not complaining though... (A) I mean, finally a little excitement in the neighbourhood. Think I should parade up and down the street hoping they'll offer me a part as an extra or something? I could be discovered and be the next best thing, and travel all over the world, be rich and famous and have a lot of famous friends and groupies and.... haha yeah, whatever.

Anywho, nothing much going on besides that. I'm counting the days till my fulltime Schiphol period. And not in a good way I tell you. Oh well, I desperatly need the money or I won't be able to go away this summer. And believe it or not, it is my number 1 priority to get the hell out here for at least three weeks. Talk about motivation...

Oh, and yesterday when I was at 'de sportinstuif' with those kids. Yorrick (the one who organises everthing) said the nicest thing. First he asked me if I was looking forward to next school year already. And I said yes and that I wanted to go to school again etc (yes it's true). Then he said: "well you already have an internship" And I'm like: "Do I?" He: "yes, here with me and those kids". And I was like aww that's so sweet. Looks like I am appreciated.. always nice to know such a thing, don't you think?

May. 18th, 2005 @ 08:58 am
It's been a while since I updated and because I left the entry I was supposed to post on another computer, I'm instead gonna do 100 Questions! wow, isn't that fun?! (shoot me)


oh, yes )
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Last night, when I was out, my parents left for France. They'll be gone for a week which means I will have the house all to myself (well and my brother, but he's mostly in his room anyway) during that week... *jeeej!*

Last night I went out with some friends because it was 'Koninginnennacht' which apparently had to be celebrated. Fine by me. First we went over to Marco's to watch a movie (Pirates... Again. because one person hadn't seen it yet, which was pretty unacceptable to us... I mean, come on, you must have seen Pirates) followed by a trip to town, and I'm telling you they were already selling stuff! Damn, I never quite realized it starts at friday night! But yeah, anyway.. we went to Bordeaux again ofcourse and it was nice. Had fun etc.

Today, in a couple of hours that is, we're gonna meet in town and hit the market I reckon. Other than that we'll probably just hang out and go out again at night...

As for sunday, I have nothing planned, which is actually a good thing considering the fact that I'll probably be dead by tomorrow. So I could use some rest... Sunday: my quiet little resting day. And monday me, Iris, Kelly and Lies will have a drink together to catch up and such. Talking about that: Lies if you're reading this, I was thinking maybe you could come and have dinner with Iris and me, cause I'm all alone anyway so I thought it would be nice to have dinner together before we go to Le Baron. What do you think? Oh and Kelly, you're welcome too ofcourse but you had to go to 'vlaggen' didn't you?

And just so I wont forget half of what I'm supposed to do before I leave:

Things to do before I leave

- Feed Max
- Do the laundry
- Walk Max
- Get my bag at Anouk's
- Tess. Don't forget Tess!

Okay, well I guess that's about it. I'll update more on this weekend later (when I'm sane again)

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I'm bored... So bored. And now my mom's taking a shower so I have to wait again. Blegh.
Oh and then I have to walk the dog, go over to Ineke's then come home, have lunch before I go to 10 x 10... Then come home and cook, have dinner and then off to babysit Amy and Noah... Busy day, busy day...

While all I will be trying to figure out is:


How could one compete with a computer? )
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What will your last words be before you die?
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Your last words will be... "duck? where? i don't see a..."
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Haha yeah, that sounds just about stupid enough for me to say...


More, more, more )
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Just because I'm bored out of my mind again )
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Could someone please wake me up and bring me back to reality?... Thank you. )
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Just like I predicted, we're at the point of no return
We can go backwards, and no corners have been turned
I can't control it, if I sink or if I swim
'Cause I chose the water that I'm in

And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve much more than this
'Cause there's only one thing I want

If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You were willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way,
You're changing,
Cause some things will just never be mine,
You're not in love this time...but it's alright.

I hear you talking, but your words don't mean a thing
I doubt you ever put your heart into anything
It's not much to ask for, to get back what I put in
But I chose the waters that I'm in

And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve much more than this
'Cause there's only one thing I want

If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You were willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way,
You're changing,
Cause some things will just never be mine
You're not in love this time...but it's alright.

What's your definition of the one?
What do you really want him to become?
No matter what I sacrifice it's still never enough.

Just like I predicted
I will sink before I swim
'Cause these are the waters that I'm in

If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You where willing, but unable to give me anymore
There's no way,
You're changing,
'Cause some things will just never be mine
You're not in love this time.

You're not in love this time
You're not in love this time
You're not in love this time...



Ok, she must have gone through something similar. I've got nothing to add.
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My lay-out annoyed the hell out of me, so I changed it into something a lot less interesting. But hey, it's not supposed to be interesting, since my entries are interesting enough. They make up for the boring lay-out. haha yeah whatever, sorry am in a rather fun mood. Don't know why though.

Actually, now that I think about it... does anyone read this? my entries? or even visit my LJ... I won't blame you if you don't cause I'm not a very regular updater, and if I update it's not that interesting (surveys and stuff) but I was just wondering. So if you read this, just comment please, I'd like to know...

Oke, time for something with a little more substance..... Oke, got nothing.
Well alright, last weekend me and Kelly, Iris and Lies finally hooked up together again. Went out, to bordeaux ofcourse. It was fun, it's been a while, but I had a great time up to the end. But that's another story and I'm not gonna bore you with it.
I'm really getting tired of bordeaux by the way. I want something else, a pub/club with some good music you can actually dance to. That would be nice. Pity I live in the wrong town though. Well maybe we'll go to Amsterdam sometime. We'll see.

Anyway, other than that I haven't been up to much this week. Though I've been really busy. Went to those kiddies activities which I still very much like. I love it even, they're so cute and sweet, they make my day, really. And I'm involved in something else with kids too; organising certain activities to keep them busy after school. Nice too. Oh and I'm doing this thing with parents, it's called the parent-room and actually I'm not doing it, I just attend and help out the one who's organising it, but it's really interesting. Orientation-wise :p

Went swimming yesterday with Anouk. Great, hadn't done that in a while and I love swimming so I've neglected it. Bleh. And there were these 2 guys, amazingly cute and they kept staring (me too) and it was so adorable, haha. Anyway, that's pretty much my week. Don't have any specific plans for this weekend yet. So I'll see...

Oke, got to go loves
Take care!
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Oke, I'm gonna update properly real soon. But I just have nothing much to tell right now. Nothing interesting.
But I have this feeling it's gonna change over the weekend. So, soon.
In the meantime...:
:p

20 Years Ago,
1. My parents were probably thinking about having children
2. My parents decided it wasn't time yet
3. So I wasn't born yet

15 Years Ago, I...
1. was 3 years old
2. probably annoyed the hell out of my parents at times
3. just moved from Amsterdam to Almere

10 Years Ago, I...
1. was 8 years old
2. was racing my alpina bike through the neighborhood together with Anouk
3. were already in school

5 Years Ago, I...
1. was 13 years old
2. was in 2nd grade of Helen Parkhurst, together with great classmates. Terrific year that was
3. was totally in love with Sander, lol

3 Years Ago, I...
1. was 15
2. went out with DJ
3. Slowly getting into a minor depression, if you can call it that. I think a 'down-period' would be more accurate.


1 Year Ago, I...
1. was 17
2. went on this awesome trip to Finland together with Iris :D
3. passed my HAVO exams

So far this year, I...
1. shared a great moment with the guy I'm in love with for over a year now
2. became aware of the fact that I've completely wasted my time on him
3. got a job at Schiphol

Yesterday, I...
1. went to 'het ouderhuis'
2. watched the movie 'Anacondas'
3. watched Gilmore girls, Will & Grace, Friends, Desperate Housewives and Everwood... what a wonderful day.

Today, I...
1. Woke up and took a bath
2. Walked the dog
3. Am doing this

Tomorrow, I...
1. have to babysit
2. have to clean
3. 'm gonna watch a movie or something, probably
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yeah, sure
I'm bored... out of my mind.
Sorry.
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oh fuck me )
» Don't kill me
1. name: Eline
2. single or taken: Single
3. sex: Female
4. birthday: feb 9
5. siblings: 2
6. hair color: dark blonde
7. eye color: blue
8. shoe size: 41
9. height: 1.72m


r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: o fuck off
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: H&M
2. Any tattoos or piercings: no

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: No
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Palmolive or whatever is available
3. what are you most scared of?: oh well
4. who is the last person that called you?: Anouk
5. When do you want to get married?: well, let's first find the right guy, ok?
6. what would you change about yourself?: be less predjudice


f a v o r i t e s
1. colour: Red & black
2. food: italian
3. boys names: let's first find the right guy, ok?
4. girls names: let's first find the right guy, ok?
5. subjects in school: history, english
6. animals: lots
7. sports: badminton


h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: my sister when she was a baby
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: yes
6: ever been in love?: Yes
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
8. actually seen your crush naked?: not my current one unfortunatly. But yeah I've seen a crush naked
9. cried when someone died?: yes
10. lied: yes
11. fallen for your best friend?: yes
12. been rejected? kinda
13. rejected someone?: yes
14. used someone?: not intentionally
15. done something you regret?: yes


c u r r e n t
clothes: don't feel like describing
music: HIM - And love said no
make-up: none
annoyance: nothing actually
book you're reading: something Ludlum
in dvd player: Arie & Silvester - Rammen
color of toenails: I don't color them


l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: in what way?
hugged: mom
you IMed: Patrick
you yelled at: I guess myself
you kissed: ehm. haha. well I don't exactly know his name, Barry or something. And yeah it sounds terrible and to be quit honest... it was.


a r e y o u
understanding: Yes
open-minded: Yes
arrogant: No
insecure: Yes
interesting: most of the time, yeah
random: Yes
hungry: not really
smart: I like to think so
moody: Yes
organized: kinda
shy: yes, sometimes
difficult: yes I can be a pain if I want to
attractive: well... no
messy: Yep


r a n d o m
In the morning I: wake up, hopefully
love is: Love can be really great but it can also make you do really stupid things and hurt you like nothing else ever will


o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: his whole appearance, his smile
last person you slow danced with: That would be Wouter
worst question to ask: "Want a breezer?" No you fuck, I'm not 13 anymore. Oh and "what's your age?" Like that's gonna change anything... fuck off
who makes you laugh the most? differs
who do you have a crush on? Tom.. still. Arghh kill me

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no because 'that someone special' isn't in my list
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: not really
wish you were younger: No
cry because someone said something about you?: yes


n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: I'd say 1/2, because he has to officially break it before I can move on. Get back to you with that
of hearts i have broken: 2, that I know of
of guys/girls you kissed: uhm. 6 guys and Tom and I got close enough so that would be 7 :p
of continents i have lived in: one
of tight friends: uhm
of cds i own: not too many
of scars on your body: 1


f i n a l q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: good for killing time
2. gold or silver: Silver
3.what was the last film you saw at the movies?: national treasure?
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: don't really like them
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning? cruesli
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Tom
7. could you live without your computer?: yes
9. habla espanol? no
10. how many people on your buddy list? whatever
11. drink alcohol? Yes
12. would you date the person you got this from? no one send this to me, I just got it.
» Voor Kelly en Lies
Oke, even een berichtje in het Nederlands.

Ten eerste, Kelly (als je dit leest) en Lies ik zou graag weer eens wat af willen spreken (en met Iris uiteraard). Het is echt veel te lang geleden en we hebben het ook steeds zitten uitstellen, voor wat voor reden dan ook. We hebben waarschijnlijk allemaal zo onze redenen gehad. Maar goed, ik wil jullie gewoon even laten weten dat ik jullie echt niet vergeten ben, maar dat ik wegens omstandigheden misschien een 'beetje afgeleid' was... ahum. Daar ben ik nu gelukkig achter en ga er dan ook zo snel mogelijk wat aan doen. (wat nu zo langzamerhand ook wel eens tijd wordt)

Nou, als het jullie ook wat lijkt zal ik Iris er van op de hoogte stellen... Laat het me even weten!
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Alrighty, just half a day to kill ladies and gentlemen

*is starting to freak out already*

One green bottle standing on the wall )

Two green bottles standing on the wall )

Three green bottles standing on the wall )
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Thursday's the day

again...

anyway... )
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God it's gorgeous out there! snow and all. I just had to make some pictures. And whether you like it or not, I'm gonna share them!

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow! )

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